It’s been such a long time since I wrote for y’all so I think a little checking in is in store. Ive been writing in my journal, but I haven’t felt inspired to tell any stories publicly. I’m not sure if I’m just not feeling creative or if I feel like things I want to share won’t receive well. God forbid I post something one person won’t agree with, then I’ll get immediately violated by internet trolls. Perhaps I need to get over that.

I have been trying very hard to keep my attention on the “here and now” and away from my phone. I’m feeling caught between a rock and a hard place. I want to keep writing publicly, but I also don’t want to be on my phone or computer to do so. LOL. Editing posts can take a huge chunk of time.

It is a quiet Monday morning here at home. I’m back in bed after a quick 3 hour shift early this morning. I have no plans except maybe to tackle the pile of laundry that I’ve been sifting through for a few days. Folding laundry is for the birds. Our bedroom fan is blowing on me and I’m under a blanket with a hoodie, staring straight out my window at a cloudy day. I haven’t been out in the sun in almost a week therefore I may have a meltdown soon. Layla is pacing around the bed and I keep playing like she’s a shark circling my boat. Her tail is acting like the fin, its the only thing I can see of her. Shark week is next week I believe so this is a cute little prelude.

What’s the point here?

I don’t think there is any real story I’m trying to have. I don’t have anything weighing too heavily on me that I want to bring up. Well, maybe our healthcare system and the absolute joke that it is. I don’t have the energy for that now LOL. I only hope that our system has a hard reset.

Anyway, I wish you all well and I hope everyone is having a good summer! It feels nice to be breathing in fresh air and being out in the world without the feeling of impending doom. Thanks for checking in! I hope you all are doing your thing and doing it well! Here’s a link to a silly little poem I wrote last April